i am happy. 90% of the time. the other 10% i am lonely or frustrated. i am wondering if there is a solution to my problem at all. i am coming up to a different type of anniversary. one year in a relationship. this is big for me. and the relationship is going well, we are even moving overseas together next year.
i feel safe and loved and unsatisfied. the one thing that we cannot get right is the sex. i wish it were easier i wish it was something that could just happen for me but it is so hard. don't get me wrong it feels good, it just doesn't feel amazing.
two nights ago i cried so hard because i just felt so badly that this was the undoing. i worry that this will break us. i want it to be different and i want it to work but how is it supposed to get better if neither of us know what we like, how to get it or anything about what we are doing???
i need help! but where do i get it?
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